I hope you´ll like
this OS and this short view of Leah´s brain.
Hugs!
* The song for this OS
is “Un verano fatal” by Christina Rosenvinge and Nacho Vegas, and It is worth
looking for and listening to it although the lyrics are in Spanish.
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A Fatal Summer
We don´t have to hide, someone will find
us
Always doing the wrong thing is a way to
get it right
The morning picks us up where the city
dies
I looking for your strength
And you for my weakness
Today is hotter and you have me trapped
In your corner
Who could imagine what was going to bring
us
A fatal summer.
Verano Fatal / Christina Rosenvinge y Nacho
Vegas
Leah POV
I got up
panting from the effort to free myself and another drop of sweat ran down the
back of my nape, slid down my neck, and got lost in my back. The heat was
overwhelming and a complete anomaly for the Olympic Peninsula, and my body,
accustomed to the cold and the rain, was not taking well this warm wave that
did nothing but confirm that the whole world was going to hell.
All summer
had been the same, wave after wave of heat, with unusual reports of forest
fires and even a statistical "drought" unprecedented for the State of
Washington... Agh, shit! When everything stinks, the heat only makes it worse.
The sensibilities go to the surface and at this point few are those who dare to
speak to me, because literally, I bark at everyone just because, and just in
case.
Good for
me, that's how they leave me in peace, since I'm tired of the looks of sympathy
and commiseration, as if I wasn´t fucking over with this subject!
I was
furious. Not only my normal level of anger, but my revolutions had accelerated
to thermonuclear levels... No, frankly I couldn´t even cope with this situation
as a human, I needed the wolf and its pragmatism, I needed my animal side and
maybe to kill something, destroy it with my teeth... Curiously it seemed that
the human Leah was more bloodthirsty than the wolf.
How dare
Emily ask me something like that? Who the fuck did she think she was talking
to? Did she think that because I am now part of Jacob's pack all the
resentments have been left behind? And Sam, what was in his head? How had he
allowed his precious bride to approach me with such a proposal? And then that
horrible conversation...
Agh... Run
away Leah, run away before you kill someone...
I ran out
of my cousin's house, or else I would shift and the consequences for her would
be worse than the pair of scars that marked her prudish face.
Why is it
that no one sees Emily for who she really is? Everyone falls for with the
facade, the image of a sweet and shy girl, victim of a terrible accident, a
devote housewife who spent the days with her head in the oven, cooking those
disgusting cantaloupe size muffins.
How come
they do not see that she is a prissy traitor, a liar and a manipulator? How is
it that nobody questions the point that despite the fact that the Imprint pushes
the wolf to become what its imprint needs, she had "needed" to take
the groom off her cousin and best friend? Emily could have kept Sam as a friend
if she had wanted it... They could have been like brothers if their loyalty to
me would have mattered, but no, nobody saw that reality... Emily had wanted Sam
for years without him noticing, but at the first opportunity, as soon as she
understood the power she had over him, she used it to snatch my man away.
She knew
that we loved each other. She knew of our plans to get married as soon as Sam
got a steady job. She knew how many children we wanted to have... Shit! She
even knew the names we would call them! Because she was, next to Sam, the
person closest to me, the one who knew all of my secrets, in a few words, the
person in whom I would blindly entrust my life.
That's why
I didn’t see it when it happened... Maybe I refused to believe it, until it was
too late...
Samuel was
acting weird, but I tried to be mature and not push him, I give him the space
to process whatever was happening with him and tell me when he felt more
comfortable... Excellent idea, except that it was then that the
"accident" happened, while she was ordering Sam not to speak to me ever
again, because he was having difficulties accepting all that mess of being a
wolf and imprinting on a woman he didn’t love...
If only
Samuel would have told me what was happening! I don´t know what I would have
done, maybe kill the bitch at sight... Grrrrr... The thing is that Sam revolted
against her orders to leave me, lost control only a fraction of a second, and
sealed his fate... He had damaged his imprint, and the guilt didn’t let him
live in peace. If he ever had any chance to fight for me, it died in that moment
of decontrol.
Samuel ended
things with me immediately and without explanations, and the following week he
was already living in the house of my former best friend, destroying me
completely, humiliating me in front of the entire Tribe, and rubbing his new
love in my face.
Losing my
boyfriend… Well, that was very painful and quite devastating, but worse than
that was having to face it alone, since my cousin was the one who stabbed the
second dagger in my back.
The hurt I
felt was frightening, but in retrospect I think that what suffered the most was
my pride. The faces of all my acquaintances (and several strangers) showing
solidarity and compassion did more harm than the betrayal itself... I wanted to
hit them all! I wouldn’t allow Samuel and my cousin's offense to defeat me,
they wouldn’t see me cry, and no one would see me fall apart, ever.
And that's
how I created this armor of what I am today. That sarcastic and scathing bitch
that everyone fears and avoids, but that no one would dare to condole.
And that
brings us to the present...
Grrrr! I
wanted to run until I collapsed, so that I didn’t have enough energy to fulfill
my desire to pluck the head of the future Mrs. Uley.
- "Leah" - The deep and hoarse
voice of my Alpha sounded in my mind.
I ignored
it and kept running.
- "Leah!" - He exclaimed.
I forced
myself to ignore it and kept running. As long as he didn’t give me a direct
order, I could send him to hell as much as I wanted, one of the many perks of
belonging to the Second Pack... Jacob hated to break the will of others,
something Sam didn’t have problems with as soon as things didn´t go exactly as
he wanted.
- "LEAH!" - Jacob yelled in my
head, which somehow deconcentrated me making me less aware of my surroundings.
That would explain why I didn’t see the reddish stain that was pouncing on me,
making me roll on the floor, dressing me with the vegetal mantle of leaves and
twigs that covered everything around us.
Fuck! Just
to think on how difficult it was to untangle my hair after a good race!
I generally
make an extra effort to not look like a savage as a human, because my character
is already acid enough to intimidate people.
- "Shit Jacob! What are you doing?"
- I asked trying to get up, but his body is much bigger and heavier, and he is
my Alpha, so my fight was useless.
- "I tried to talk to you but you didn’t
answer" - He said nibbling my neck, so as to assure my submission. As
humans it would have been a romantic or sensual gesture, but as wolves it was
simply a gesture of dominance.
- "And what the hell makes you believe
that now I want to talk to you?" - I asked staying still, but
attentive to the first opportunity to escape. Of course, as soon as I thought
about it, Jacob learned of my intentions and secured his position.
- "I found out about Sam and Emily"
- He told me, simply.
- "What did you find out?" - I
asked suddenly terrified to trigger his compassion, but trying to sound
indifferent.
- "That they finally put a date to the wedding,
that's why I wanted to know how you are ..." - He said softly.
- "You can see it in my mind, you know
perfectly well how I am" - I replied trying to avoid his gaze. Jacob
had grown and matured a lot in the past years, thanks to everything he had
suffered in the hands of that moronic Bella Swan and her unnatural spawn from
hell.
- "I know you're furious and obfuscated,
but I don’t want to read your mind Leah, I want you to tell me how you feel...
I thought you had already overcome the issue, I didn’t think it would affect
you so much, after all this is something that we all knew that would happen...
"- He explained softly - "But
you're so furious that you worry me, I don’t want you to do something stupid..."
- "I'm not angry about the wedding,
Jacob" - I said snorting, offended - "I'm angry because Emily had the nerve to ask me to be her fucking
maid of honor!"
- "Whaaaat?" - Jacob exclaimed,
so astonished that I used the opportunity to escape his grip and locate myself
several feet away, out of his reach - "Did
she really do that? And did you told Sam? Surely he would have prevented it..."
- "It wasn’t necessary to tell him
anything, he was there, watching the show while sitting at the kitchen table
eating meatloaf, without saying a goddamned word" - I said remembering
in detail the scene to portrait it to Jacob.
- "I can´t believe it... He knows that
that is twisting the knife in the wound... I don´t understand it..." -
Said Jacob sitting down on his hind legs and looking downright confused. He
looked like a big dog, like "Clifford", not an Alpha wolf, and the
word "adorable" pass through my mind. It is true that my outer shell
remained impenetrable, but inside there was a small part of me that remained
unscathed despite of all the suffering... It was a tiny piece of me that
reminded me of the girl I was before the supernatural shit ruined my life... It
was a piece that I hid from everyone except Seth and Jacob.
- "I understand it perfectly, in fact I
don´t know why it surprised me so much at the moment... Firstly, Emily has no
family other than mine in the Tribe, and her friends live in the Macah Tribe,
so it is not like she has many options, I am her closest relative... Also, what
better way to definitely claim Sam than giving me a preferential view to
witness the union? And finally, I believe she thinks that if she manages to
publicly show that I forgave her, maybe the rest of the Tribe won´t see her as
the slut who steals boyfriends that she really is "- I said leaning
back in the shadow of a large oak tree. Near the trunk moss moisture was
preserved and relieved a little the heat.
-"The imprint is crap" - Jacob
said - "I'm sure Sam would have never
allowed something like that to happen if he had a choice"
-"Frankly I'm not so sure" - I
said making a gesture equivalent to shrugging shoulders - "You never became a huge imbecile like Sam. Despite having imprinted,
you retained part of yourself, and that makes me think that Sam is weaker than
I thought. "
- "My case was different" - He
said recovering the serious tone of the conversation - "Ness was a baby when I imprinted, there were no romantic
feelings, only my need to protect her, and once she grew enough to manifest her
desires, it was clear that she sees me as her cousin or her uncle, not as a
boyfriend, which is really a relief, I can’t help thinking that no matter how old
she looks physically, she's only two and a half years old, and even I cannot
ignore that that is extremely bizarre... I can’t imagine the conflict that
would generate me if she wanted me as a lover... "- He said
shuddering.
-"Anyway, at least you still have limits
and principles" – I argued - "Sam
not only hurt me, but allowed Emily to feast with my pain" - I said
pushing a pile of dirt and leaves with my front leg - "And worst of all... "- I hesitated before telling him
the last part of what happened. Jacob wouldn’t tear it out of my memory, I
could choose to shut up, but if I didn’t tell my Alpha, then whom? Seth was not
an option, my little brother would launch on a suicide mission to protect
"my honor", and Sam is perfectly capable of killing him with a leg
tied behind his back.
-"What's worse Leah? What
happened?" - Jacob said approaching slowly, with his eyes down, in a
pose deliberately innocuous, but equally imposing.
-"When I left Emily's house I left her without
allowing her to finish her proposal, and I ran to the forest in human
form" - I related and he nodded, leaning next to me so that our bodies
were touching all along. The comfort of the touch of the members of my Pack was
one of the few certainties in my life. I didn´t cared about the heat, I needed the
silent and unconditional support of my Pack more than anything else.
-"Until then, I saw everything in your
mind" - He said softly.
-"…Sam followed me" - I said
very quietly, taking care not to break the voice of our mental communication.
It was one thing to tell what happened and quite another to cry like a baby.
Jacob started to growl very loudly, interrupting me - "Can I continue?" - I asked. He nodded but continued to
growl, this time lower, like a hostile purr or something like that.
-"Continue" - He finally told
me.
-"Sam tackled me as soon as I entered
the forest, before shifting, making me roll on the ground and imprisoning my
arms to avoid my transformation" - I related (some time ago we
discovered that if a certain wrestling hold is applied to a wolf that is on the
verge of shifting, the process stops, because otherwise the arms would be
disjointed in four different places. It is used in extreme cases, because it is
extremely painful and is a gesture of very aggressive dominance).
- "That son of a bitch..." -
Jacob murmured seeing the scene in my mind as I related it.
- "I told him to go fuck himself, of
course, but I had no choice but to listen to what he had to say" – I
growled in rage and humiliation.
- "What did he wanted?" - Jacob
asked emanating strong feelings of anger and possessiveness that I had never perceived
from him. My Alpha is usually quite relaxed, but apparently that wasn´t the
case if someone touched a member of his Pack.
I didn’t
want to narrate the situation with my mental voice, because I didn´t trusted myself
to stay unbroken until the end, so I just showed him the scene.
oooOooo
-
"Leave me Samuel!" - I demanded stirring, trying to free myself. The
effort to not shift when endangered was tremendous and painful, and the grip of
Sam implacable.
-"Leeh,
listen to me, I don´t want to hurt you, but I need you to understand me..."-
He said sounding frantic.
-" Samuel,
It's been years since you had anything to say, just leave me alone! What do you
want from me? What else can you want from me? Because I guess you're not stupid
enough to think that I'm really going to be the bridesmaid of your wedding...
" - I raised an eyebrow. Our faces were dangerously close, but instead of
producing the familiar butterflies at the base of my stomach, it created
something akin to disgust. This was not the man I fell in love with when I was
a child, this man was pathetic, a coward who didn´t deserve my love, or even my
hate.
-"No!
" – He exclaimed - "Of course not, Leeh!" - He said surprised,
as if it was a ridiculous idea he was listening for the first time.
-"Don't
call me "Leeh"" - I said with clenched teeth.
-"You
will always be my Leeleeh..." - He muttered sadly.
-"I
don´t know what you're talking about, but if you don´t let me go at this moment
I'm going to shift and make you shreds, and I don´t care if you break a couple
of my bones in the process" – I said, completely serious.
-"Listen
to me!" – He exclaimed/demanded repositioning himself over me. We were
much closer than I felt comfortable, much closer than we had been in years - "God,
your scent!" - He said taking a deep breath, burying his face in my neck.
-"Let
me go, you pervert! " - I growled quietly. I couldn´t risk screaming and
someone seeing us.
-"Leeh...
Leah... I love you so much..." - He said against my skin leaving me in one
piece. It was the last thing I expected to hear.
-"What
the hell are you talking about, Samuel? Remember that you're going to marry my bitch
of a cousin!" - I shook in rage, with no other effect than to generate
friction between our bodies.
-"I
can´t anymore... I can´t anymore... The closer the date approaches, the more
doubts I have..." - He confessed pathetically.
-"Then
don´t marry her" - I said without inflection - "Or marry anyway, what
you do is your business"
-"Don't
say that Leeh, I know you care, I know you love me... How could you stop loving
me, if in spite of the imprint I never stopped loving you?" - He said in
my ear. My head was spinning, that's what I expected to hear for months, years!
My only wish, my only wish... But now, these were just hollow words...
-"Then
what? " - I asked without revealing emotions - "Are you going to
leave Emily?" - Would I be able to take him back?
-"No!
" – He exclaimed - "I mean, I can´t, I need her..." - He added,
quickly.
-"Okaaay...
" - I said macerating my fury like an underground lava channel. How dare
he come to me and force me to listen to his ridiculous and useless statement if
he didn´t intend to do anything about it? " - So what is your bright idea?
What do you propose?"
-"I
love you Leeleeh, I didn´t think I could tell you, but I did!" - He said
happily - "Emily's instructions are usually quite specific..."
-"If
you're not going to leave Emily then what, you want me to be your mistress?"
- I had to control myself to not to leap forward and pluck his ear with my
teeth.
-"No..."
– He said again, sad - "Emily would never allow it, and I cannot lie to
her..."
-"Samuel,
I have only one question and if you love me as you say you do, you will tell me
the truth" - I said reaching the edges of my limited patience.
-"Tell
me!" - He said anxious to please me. This was the longest conversation we
had had in years.
-"Remember
Jason, the bartender from Port Angeles with whom I went out a couple of times?"
-"Yes"
- He said, and a low, deep growl emanated from his chest.
-"He
suffered a bizarre accident, nobody knows exactly what happened to him, but he
ended up in the hospital... After that he didn´t want to see me again...
Something similar happened with other guys I dated after him... Strange
accidents and then they never called me again... Does it sound familiar? "
- I asked. He remained silent, but kept my gaze, defiant - "Samuel, were
you…?" - I asked what I never wanted to put into words - "You've been
hitting any guy who has the potential to become my boyfriend, haven´t you?"
-"You're
mine," he growled in a barely human voice. Now it was he who was about to lose
control and shift.
-"MOTHERFUCKER!"
- I screamed furiously, raising my knee with all my strength, aiming at his crotch
and hitting the target squarely. Sam looked at me from the ground, writhing in
pain and his face full of bewilderment and disappointment - "YOU BETTER NEVER
DARE TO TALK TO ME AGAIN, SAMUEL ULEY!" - I shouted - "OR THE NEXT
TIME, THE ONE WHO IS GOING TO DEAL WITH YOU IS EMILY!"
-"Leeh!
" - He gasped agonizing, I don´t know if for his heart or his balls.
-"Leah
you son of a bitch, my name is Leah! " - I growled and I removed my
sundress, throwing it to his side and ignoring his look, that seemed to want to
memorize every corner of my body. I guess I'm not as he remembered anymore, because
before I was human, and softer and rounder, less muscular, less angular.
I really
didn´t care about my nudity, not even in front of him. We are shifters and this
is what we do. Modesty is a matter of the past.
Once
finished my transformation, I ran at full speed. I ran trying to escape my
thoughts, I ran so that my anger with Emily for her insensitivity and malice
would go away, and with Sam for his simple stupidity. Is he really waiting me
to stay an old maid, waiting for him with my life in pause while he builds
something, even if it's something mediocre with no other than my own cousin?
Should I
spend my life in solitude just because he doesn´t have the cojones to make a
firm decision and stick to it? Fuck it! The next time I like a guy, I'll see to
it that Sam is the last to know, and when he finds out, I'll protect him...
Better yet, I'll look for someone who can protect himself, and then buy weapons,
piles of weapons and bears traps, and even rocket launchers if necessary, and
if Samuel shows up, he´ll have it coming.
oooOooo
- "I'm sorry Leah" - Jacob said
softly, pushing me on the shouder with his nose.
-"What are you sorry about?" - I asked sighing - "You didn´t do anything wrong..."
- "I'm sorry you're not happy" -
He said - "Everyone seems to have
reached their happy ending except for us"
- "What are you going to do?" -
I asked rhetorically - "It's not
like you can erase the past and start from scratch."
- "I could kick Sam's ass to start..."
- He offered excitedly.
-"It's not worth it" - I said, shrugging my shoulders and
resting my nose on the grass, between my front legs.
-"You are worth it" - He corrected me.
-"I don´t mean it like that" - I said rolling my eyes - "What I'm saying is that we don´t want
a new conflict between The Packs... Think about it, Jacob, if you beat up Sam...
- "...When I beat up Sam…" - He
corrected me, confident.
- "... When you beat Sam" – I rectified
- "He is going to lose authority in
front of his Pack and instinctively all his wolves are going to follow you...
I'm bored and tired of babysitting, and I don´t want to start again with a lot
of brats in puberty hanging around in my head"
We were in
a comfortable silence, Jacob studying my words to see if he could find a way to
kick Sam's ass without claiming his wolves, and I just enjoyed the fresh grass
and the company of who was without doubt and despite myself, my best friend.
- "I can´t think, I´ll die of a heat
shock" - He said after a while - "Let's
go swimming"
- "Swim?" - I asked hesitantly.
- "Swim" - He nodded - "Come on, don´t force me to give you an
order!"- He said getting excited again. He stood up and nibbled my
back playfully before running off in the general direction of the ocean.
I followed
him immediately, running by his side.
We ran
several kilometers at full speed through the forest, jumping obstacles and
challenging each other, until suddenly the forest ended, giving rise to a high
cliff that faced directly to the ocean.
Jacob didn´t
hesitated, and he rushed to the void in his animal form and fell into the water
as a human, making a perfect dive.
For my
part, I'm brave but not stupid or suicidal, so I shifted before jumping into
the water, doing my whole dive as a human.
The water
was freezing, and the contrast with the outside was delicious. I emerged and
looked everywhere, but Jacob was nowhere to be seen. I assumed he was diving or
something like that, because wolves are pretty hard to kill, so instead of
looking for him, I just floated on my back, enjoying the water, the sun, and
the sounds of nature.
But after a
couple of minutes, something grasped my right leg firmly by the ankle, and
pulled me to the bottom. While my first instinct was to fight to get out, I
realized that it was only Jacob playing, and that he would never hurt me, so I
left my body go limp and I closed my eyes, moving with the weaves, as if I had
drowned.
Immediately
I felt two strong arms surrounding me and pulling me to the surface.
-"Leah,
Leah, are you okay?" - He asked frantically, shaking me by the shoulders.
I pretended
to cough and I spat a lot of water on his face, baffling him so much that I couldn´t
help but laugh.
-"You're
Ok?" - He asked still without letting me go. I could feel his warm body
against mine, and suddenly I became very aware of our closeness and nakedness...
This was
not like other times, this was not a casual touch or part of an interaction as
wolves... No, we were embraced and naked, surrounded by miles and miles of
unspoiled nature... Nobody saw us, nobody listened to us...
We rocked
to the rhythm of the waves for a few moments, he kicked just enough to keep us
afloat, and he looked at me... I mean, he really looked at me.
-"You're
Ok? " - He repeated in a very hoarse voice, almost whispering.
I nodded,
not trusting my voice.
I could
feel his body begin to react to mine ... His powerful erection against my hip,
his hands encircling my waist more firmly, possessively, confidently.
-"Are
you cold?" - He asked, and his breath washed my face. He always smelled
good. I assumed that it had something to do with being the Alpha, since he
somehow represented our home for all of us, but at that moment I understood
that it was not a homelike or comforting feeling that Jacob woke up in me, but
one of anxiety and possessiveness... I wanted to bite him, mark him as mine,
and for a moment I was about to do it, until I realized that it would be
crazy... It wasn´t correct because he was not mine to claim...
I shook my
head.
-"Are
you sure? " - He asked with a mischievous smile, looking down. I followed
his gaze until I found my breasts brushing his chest. My nipples were perfectly
erect, and hard as pebbles.
I felt that
I was flushing, which rarely happens to me, but I didn´t allow myself to be
embarrassed by my physical reactions. There is nothing more honest than an
involuntary reaction, I told myself.
I looked up
defiantly and slipped a hand from his forearm to his waist, pulling him closer
to me.
-"Does
it bother you?" - I asked drawing circles on the lower part of his back.
He shook
his head, sliding his hand from my waist to my ass, slowly, deliberately,
giving me every opportunity to back down... Which couldn´t be further from my
plans...
-"Jacob...!"
- I gasped when he covered one of my buttocks with his hand, squeezing and
pressing me against his sex.
-"Do
you want me to stop?" - He asked putting his forehead on my shoulder and
taking pressure off his grip, but not letting go.
-"No...
Don´t stop" - I said turning my face to find his and once we were a couple
of inches away, I closed my eyes and gave him a soft, tentative kiss.
God! His
mouth was perfect! It had the right texture, the flavor and even the exact
temperature, it was... He was like me... It never occurred to me to date a
wolf, not after the catastrophe with Sam, but considering my disastrous
sequence of relationships made out of a couple of dates with weak humans with whom
I had to control my strength, my wolf and my character...
Agh!
I don´t
know how long we kissed, I assume a long time, because when we emerged we
gasped breathlessly and our lips were red.
Jacob put
his forehead against mine, still agitated, and kissed the tip of my nose.
A gesture
so simple and sweet... No one had had a gesture of tenderness for me, and I was
surprised.
-"I
like you, Leah Clearwater" - He stated firmly.
-"You don´t
have to say anything..." - I said suddenly uncomfortable.
-"I
like you, Leah Clearwater" - He repeated - "All of you, woman and
wolf, I like you"
-"Jacob...
" - I complained trying to put distance between us.
-"All of
you, except for this" - He corrected himself - "I don´t like it when you
refuse to receive affection... You are intelligent, sarcastic, capable and
independent..."
-"Your
ideal woman, I´m just like Swan!” – I huffed mockingly, I don´t know why, and I
wanted to bite my poisonous tongue immediately.
-"Exactly
the opposite of Bella "- He said without getting upset - "You're not
a damsel that needs to be rescued, you kick your ass, and you have a vocabulary
dirtier than a pirate!"
-"Jacob,
I don´t think ..." - I mumbled.
-"No,
I don´t want your excuses, I want to know if you like me, not all the reasons
why it would be wrong if you did... Leah, do you want to try it out?" – He
asked.
I looked
into his eyes and saw no malice or mockery in his eyes... Only sincerity,
warmth, and something else... Could it become love?
Was there a
chance of love for me?
Just the
possibility felt amazing...
I wouldn’t
know if I didn´t take a risk ... Who did I trust the most? Who did I respected
the most? Who did I go to in case anything happened? Like when my Mom fell in
the kitchen, or Seth had that stupid accident with Collin, or when that guy
tried to...
Jacob
Always
Jacob.
Jacob in my
life.
Jacob in my
arms.
Jacob in my
bed?
-"Yes"
- I said simply, in a fit of courage.
-"Just
like that? " - He asked smiling slightly, lifting my chin with a pair of
fingers.
-"Yes,
I want to try" - I forced myself to say, slowly. Opening up and putting
myself in a vulnerable position were not my favorite activities, but I
understood the need to do so.
-"You
are going to be my girlfriend?" - He laughed raising his eyebrows.
-"Don't
make me regret it, Black" - I warned him, getting angry.
-"There
is not an option of regret or backing down, Clearwater" - He said taking
my buttocks with both hands and lifting me so that my legs were around his
waist. Our sexes were dangerously close, but he made no gesture, simply
surrounded me completely with his arms and sighed - "Mmmmmh, this is how I
wanted to have you..." - He said running his nose through my clavicle. I
buried my fingers in his hair and closed my eyes. Was this real? Was it
possible that a real, decent, honest man who knew all my secrets could not only
accept me but love me?
There was
room for tenderness and affection and caresses and games? Could I have
it all?
Jacob...
Jacob for me... If I dared, who knows? Maybe I could be happy...
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I hope you liked it, this one is over, but we´ll continue reading each other in “Be Mine”!
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